talk about bad days and such. i have just had a VEEEERY frustrating and overly annoying "chat" with a friend who was helping me apply for a position with god knows what. i swear i didn't know what the bloody hell she was talking about much less know when to expect to have a f***ing interview for godssakes! i mean bloody hell! who would've thought that these companies actually INTERVIEW people now on SUNDAYS?!? screw them all anyways. darn it. so, yeah, this hasn't been one of the best weekends ever. the term "i've had better" definitely come to mind. first i got sick and therefore wasn't able to go to the Mapalad meet, next, this... oh, and before that there's a hell of a lot more stuff i won't even write down here as it'll take PAGES to do it. there... ^_^ i am once again calm... piece of... *ahem* calm...
May 2005 Archives
what is the meaning of love?
is it the warmth that you feel in your heart?
is it the fuzzy feeling when you're with your love?
is it just a fantasy made for little girls and boys?
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the wind soflty blows around the huge oak tree where a lone figure leans under one of the tree's massive roots. his eyes are closed, blissfully unaware of a pair of dark eyes watching him from afar. a slight smile graced her features, as if finally finding her most treasured possession. unable to resist the temptation anymore.
the girl's slender figure silently inched closer to the slumbering figure. the girl stiffened as her quarry suddenly let out a loud sigh. after a time, she breathed a sigh of relief as the boy continued sleeping peacefully. slowly, she inched closer and sat on the root closest to him. her eyes lovingly carressed his face, slender fingers slowly tracing the contours of his face.
/his lips are soft.../
the girl blushed at the thought. her eyes continued to gaze into his face. she traced his lips with fingers that are light as feather; traced an invisible path to his high cheekbones and lightly touched his long lashes. unbeknownst to the girl, the slumbering boy began to wake. until finally, he opened his eyes and looked at her. the girl swiftly withdrew her questing fingers when she felt eyes looking at her. she drowned in the depth of the dark blue pools she found. the boy smiled at her and said, "welcome back, koi."
it's such a shame that the games (Tabletop RPG) i participated in died and looks to me like there is no resurrecting 'em. it pains me because i really liked playing even when i just try to mess up things and basically just hang out with them. yes, i said liked. as in in the past tense. it would have been nice to continue the games and all, but somehow, i lost interest because the game sessions were non-existent. nada. what a waste.
:sigh: oh well. i guess i'll just have to focus my energies on other things other than that.
i watched Ridley Scott's Kingdom of Heaven last night and i have one comment. it. is. SWEET. (got to work late because of it, too) though i don't generally like wars and violence, i find this movie, touching. i still think it's balian's fault why there WAS a war to begin with.
Continue reading Kingdom of Heaven.
