January 2008 Archives

After long long months of silence i finally wrote something on my blog! *claps all over* Wow! Almost a year of not updating. Makes me feel somewhat guilty. Hehe a lot's been going on and work life just couldn't get less complicated than if i had stayed at my old company. Management at its finest, i guess. Just had a meeting with the upper management along with most of the guys from our org. Can't help but wonder who this global person is coz to each and every question we asked they kept on parroting, "we really have to wait for global" or, "it is global's decision" and some variation thereof. Kidding aside, they've been giving us non-commital and purely unsatisfactory answers that we can not help but think they're just BS-ing us with all that was said in that room. (too bad i can not publish it for fear of being sued to my last penny! lol) Honestly, i love my company. it's one of the best decisions i've ever done to sign up on Sept 2006 and become one of their RS. But the way things are being handled (or was that "the way things were handled?") resulting in the catastrophe that is our situation, it makes me rethink and reevaluate my decision. Could I have gone on a better career path had I taken a different route? Hmm, pretty to think so. To date I still don't know what to do. should I stay? Or should I go find employment with better management? I like my job, I don't know what the "transformers" have in store for me yet so I can not make a sound judgement call. But even I can tell that career growth here is pretty much nonexistent. i guess i'll keep my options open. wait and see.

sometimes i wish i can lose myself to one of the anime movies/world i watch obsessively. it LOOKS like it's simpler that way. structured, no complications, and has a happy ending. but then again, anime ends too soon and is subject to the writer's whim. ah well, that's life. lolz