greener pastures?

i've been trying to put off making a decision for the longest time about this issue and it looks like i can no longer put it off any longer than i already have. personally i am living a good life. not too flashy, not to shabby either. there's food on the table plus a bit more to spare. i admit it, i'm not one of the most ambitious type you'll ever run into. i'm a lazy bum and i like it that way. but then, reality rears its ugly head and douses me with cold water as a wake up call. hmm... irritating, that. it came to the point wherein i can no longer ignore/allow reality to pass me by and i'm having a hard time facing up to that fact. i talked to a very good friend of mine and he told me, "have faith and hope it will happen and everything will follow just like u planned it." it's a sound advise; one i think i'll keep close to my heart. it's same as my principle in life, i'll just take it easy, take it one step at a time and i'll get to the top eventually. whether it's the top of the world or on top of something else, i have no earthly idea. Que Sera Sera, I guess.