Rants: September 2006 Archives

there's this friend of ours that i really like. thing is, it's making me nervous and giddy at the same time whenever i think about it. *fuu* i don't want to hurt this person. i know, it's such a childish thing to say. it's just... i never thought this one's going to be serious -that ANYBODY's serious at all is such a big surprise, actually. but what if i'm not that in love and i end up hurting this one? it's not always about me, i know. i just think it is too much of a risk. *sigh* i don't know what to do... for once in my life i'm in a quandary and there's really nothing i think i can do to clear things out. mood: confused