Drained. Why do I feel so drained just because of one measly conversation. Given the fact that it brought up painful truth I thought I'd kept hidden even from myself. Especially from myself. I want ot forget it all, to go back to the way I was before all this shit came haunting me once again. But I can't. I want the pain to end but I don't know how! Or maybe I do but I just don't want to do it; maybe I can't do it.
When all I can do is cry but the tears won't fall, what is there for me to do? I need a hug, badly. But there's no one there to give me one. I'm all alone. In the midst of all these people I fell so alone and lonely. Sad, but true.
The thought of you leaves me weak. Why can't you love me instead? I don't want to lose you. I don't want to leave you. But I don't want to go on like this either coz it's killing me slowly and painfully.
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what is the meaning of love?
is it the warmth that you feel in your heart?
is it the fuzzy feeling when you're with your love?
is it just a fantasy made for little girls and boys?
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the wind soflty blows around the huge oak tree where a lone figure leans under one of the tree's massive roots. his eyes are closed, blissfully unaware of a pair of dark eyes watching him from afar. a slight smile graced her features, as if finally finding her most treasured possession. unable to resist the temptation anymore.
the girl's slender figure silently inched closer to the slumbering figure. the girl stiffened as her quarry suddenly let out a loud sigh. after a time, she breathed a sigh of relief as the boy continued sleeping peacefully. slowly, she inched closer and sat on the root closest to him. her eyes lovingly carressed his face, slender fingers slowly tracing the contours of his face.
/his lips are soft.../
the girl blushed at the thought. her eyes continued to gaze into his face. she traced his lips with fingers that are light as feather; traced an invisible path to his high cheekbones and lightly touched his long lashes. unbeknownst to the girl, the slumbering boy began to wake. until finally, he opened his eyes and looked at her. the girl swiftly withdrew her questing fingers when she felt eyes looking at her. she drowned in the depth of the dark blue pools she found. the boy smiled at her and said, "welcome back, koi."
